Noticing you didn't include yourself in that. [ a beat. ] If you're really gonna try to help us all out, just make sure you stay honest with all of us. Even people you don't like. That's all I'm saying.
...I don't make a habit of lying Beauregard, and I have never once hidden how I feel regarding my own fate. I said I would help, until this is over, and I intend to do so. That's all there is to it.
Unless there is something else you're looking for me to say...?
For as much shit as I give you, I wouldn't want to live like that either. So. Don't fuck us, and I'll defend your right to do whatever the fuck you want after.
If I wanted to do that, I would have broken Luna beyond repair, instead of fixing her.
[ ...and while that gesture is appreciated, ]
I don't need any defense. The only one who will be capable of stopping me would be Agni. [ a note of bitterness enters her voice. ] And he never so much as tries when I've made my choice.
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... Yeah. [ nice words are nice, sometimes, but sometimes a good kick in the ass works better. she rubs at her face again. ] You're right.
We're gonna save them, anyway. So I don't have time to really sit and let this hurt forever. I've got shit to solve.
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Noticing you didn't include yourself in that. [ a beat. ] If you're really gonna try to help us all out, just make sure you stay honest with all of us. Even people you don't like. That's all I'm saying.
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Unless there is something else you're looking for me to say...?
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I'm not gonna stop you from falling on your own sword. Do whatever the fuck you want. I just know that sometimes, doing that doesn't help. You know?
Don't fucking read too much into it, Bril. I just wanna get everybody home to their families.
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I just... can't promise them anything more, after that.
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For as much shit as I give you, I wouldn't want to live like that either. So. Don't fuck us, and I'll defend your right to do whatever the fuck you want after.
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[ ...and while that gesture is appreciated, ]
I don't need any defense. The only one who will be capable of stopping me would be Agni. [ a note of bitterness enters her voice. ] And he never so much as tries when I've made my choice.
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Alright, alright. Look, take what I said for what it is and not literally, maybe? It's support. Anyway.
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[ she sighs, unwilling to argue right now, no matter how much undeserving she feels she is. ]
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[ she shakes the necklace a little. ] It means more than you know.
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[ brushing right past beau's gratitude because she! cannot handle that right now! so she pushes herself to her feet. ]
I'll leave you alone, then.
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