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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ she closes the door behind her, and stays at the door. ]

Yeah. I know. But I gotta talk to you.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I am, actually, but maybe not for the reasons you think. Or maybe you know exactly why I'm fucking angry.

It doesn't matter. Me yelling at you isn't going to change your mind and honestly? I'm tired, Brilith. We're losing people left and right and I'm not your fucking mom, so I'm not going to lecture you about being self-sacrificial.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
We have to talk about you upsetting Isaac. [ her voice hardens. ] I don't want to hear you say that shit in front of him again. You hear me?

Or I will knock your teeth out, I don't care how pretty you are.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Oh, please, tell me what fucking enlightenment you think you're giving him. I'm all fucking ears.
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disreguarded: [_ɴɪᴋᴀɴᴏɴᴏ] (36)

[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
You just -- [ said, but she cuts herself off. ]

Then yeah. You know what? Lie to him. Because he's thirteen and he doesn't need another heartbreak like what happened to Asch. Whatever happened to you? It's bad. I get that. I get that whatever it is fucking destroyed your foundation, but you can't spread that pain to kids who don't deserve it by dramatically declaring that you want to put your death on our consciousnesses.

You're older than me. Act like it.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
None of us are. [ she says, with a scoff. ] None of us are innocent, we've all done terrible shit. Not a goddamn one of us is innocent and most of us have had some really awful shit done to us.

You are so up your own ass about this, it's incredible. Where did that whole I care about other people's wellbeing thing go, huh? Or was that fake, like I said?
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
What the fuck does that even mean? This body.

[ her natural curiosity wins out. ]
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh that's - hm. she doesn't like that. in fact, she actually grips at the doorknob, ready to run if she needs to. her expression shifts into something guarded. ]

Stop dicking me around. [ her voice is harsh. ] What. Are you some sort of god, now? Is that what this is?
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ super don't like that. ]

Right. [ she is very, very uncomfortable, and it's probably clear. ] Not sure how that makes things any less creepy.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
No, don't fucking speak for me, don't fucking do that! Don't put words in my fucking mouth, I hate that! [ her voice raises again. ] Don't tell me what I think! I don't think you should be any particular anything!

If that's the impression you got, you really are up your own ass.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 03:21 pm (UTC)(link)
What, did you forget what I kept telling you last week? I thought I made myself pretty clear when I said I wanted you to be able to have a personality outside of your duty.

[ her jaw tightens at isaac's name, though. ]

But. I don't know why I came. [ she says, honestly. a little raw. ] For answers, I guess. To check on you.
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[personal profile] disreguarded 2020-03-15 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she squirms uncomfortably. ]

You don't. This is still directly tied to your duty, man, all this is you just keep not getting to be a person. [ she leans against the door. ] I like you. Yeah. Or I did. I don't know. You're beautiful, and dancing with you was fun, but I don't have the kind of patience you need, I think.

[ she rubs at her arm. ] I don't even know what to fucking ask.

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